Tuesday, March 17, 2009

Intruder alert.


TO ANYONE WHO HAS EVER BEEN PLAYED
THE MALICE YOU FEEL IN BEING BETRAYED
BECAUSE EVERYTHING THAT YOU THOUGHT YOU KNEW
ENDED UP BEING SO UNTRUE
I HATE YOU SO MUCH FOR KEEPING ME AS YOURS
OUR HISTORY HAS BEEN ALL THIS TIME
THE AFTERMATH & ESCAPE FROM YOUR CRIME.





Everything is not okay
Keep straight ahead, push through your day
Trying not to get stuck in it all
Can't afford another fall.

Ignore that nagging voice inside
The one that says
"Give up, I tried."
The further you go
The longer way it will all be
..but do not stop, not until your free.

Keep straight ahead and push on through
I know this means avoiding you
Everything could be okay
Void you from my every day
So here in my hand I have been holding this key
Ready when I am, to set us free

Sitting clutching at uselessness
Striving for something that don't exist
I care to much to say I don't
I say I'll leave, I know I won't

Disgusted by my own cliche'
Deep down I knew but you never would say
Begging me back so many times
There was no evidence of your crimes
I saw it when i looked at you
Your eyes told me what I knew was true

I can't describe what all of this means
That you kept this everyday from me
Knowing if I knew that I would leave
My life was not yours to decide
Convincing me the more you lied.

Of all the fun I thought was had
Once happy memories, now so sad
Because in reality you were always in disguise
Alot of things done were to cover your lies.

The life & love that was me & you
The one you said that it was true
For all the things you put me through
In the end I found out from her
Not from you.

1 comment:

  1. me thinks you and i have obviously not talked in too long, as i don't know enough about your life anymore! Cool words.

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